So it’s a stepping out of the conceptualized universe in the head – with its past and future and – a stepping out of that abstraction – making yourself into a mental abstraction – making your life into a mental abstraction – and carrying what ultimately is a burden, a great burden of mental abstraction – that never feels it has completed itself – that always feels something important is missing in this abstraction of Me – but what is it? – how can I find that missing piece in that abstract version of Me? – you don’t know, when you’re identified with it, you don’t know it’s an abstract version of Me, you think it’s Me – it is Me – how can I find that which completes Me? – and then you look and this is the search, everybody’s search, on a material level or whatever level – search for Me, through something or other – on that level completion is never reached – it always feels incomplete – the Me, the conceptual Me – not to be absorbed in that abstraction – in that conceptualized self
And the only way to leave it, is to